Frustrations..

Dammit!
Today wasn't long enough either..
Well it was in one respect because I was in school all day, a course this morning, leading into lunchtime and working with the kids all afternoon.
Then a quick trip across town to drop the kids off then worked my other job 'til eight then popped over to see a friend, then finally headed home around 10pm.

Little 'un had me up at 5.30 this morning, the tooth fairy had been you see, we lost our second tooth last night while she was cleaning her teeth! She said she couldn't sleep, so I growled at her (I'm not a morning person) and she got into my bed...big mistake! She jiggled and shifted around until about quarter past six when I decided enough was enough, got up, but the TV on downstairs for her, got her some breakfast and some juice and crawled back up the stairs where I continued her restlessness until about 7am when I could stand it no longer and got up for good!
But it wasn't long enough, you know what I mean, there is never enough time to say all that I need to say or hear....
It can be a might frustrating.
And there has been plenty of that lately!

And being out of control of a situation is not something I am used to, wanting more than I have already. And trying to adjust to boundaries that are alien to me are just a little frightening and at times overwhelming.

I wasn't expecting to hear what I did, I wanted to, hoped to even.
But never dared that I would.
But once those words had been spoken I couldn't get them out of my head.
And then the doubts set in......
Again!

Adoringly yours

Sugar x