The Darkness is my Master

I hope this is at an end now.

I hope that you don't feel the need to constantly watch me.

There isn't anyone else and there never was, I said I wouldn't do that.

And I didn't.

So whatever is in your fucked up head, let it go.

I've kept every abusive word you've sent. And have witness to you following me and to the verbal abuse you have subjected me to since you have been gone.

Nothing I ever did to you gives you the right to treat me as you do now.

No single person has ever scarred my soul the way you have.

I am bound within this fear of uncertainty and where the truth lies.

My life has no boundaries right now , but still I fear.

I don't want to step into the light.

For here I am sheltered.

The darkness has a smile that warms my aching heart,

And caresses my soul into sweet submission.

And here within the blackness of solitude,

I am safe.

Guarded from all fears.

But alone.

For now

Adoringly yours

Sugar x