Distant memories from a friend

Distant memories, the ones you cant quite remember but you will never quite forget. If all of us have memories that we wish to lay to rest then how do we move on and how do we go about our lives at best.



These are the thoughts that can haunt a man from day to day whether he wishes to remember them or not, yes these are the things that can drive a man to the edge of darkness and leaves him with no idea how to retreat. I have these memories trapped within my soul and have souls trapped within my spirit, you see a man can only be as good as the people allow him that become his family and thus become his life. If there is a god and I hope and in an ironic way that there is, then shall I be forgiven for all that I have done. Yes if there is a god and there is a reckoning at the end, I was once told by a reliable source that he would forgive me for anything, I wonder if this is true and like an insurance salesman once said, everything covers anything but that which you wish to claim for, except that which you need, does it seem like I am rambling, does it seem that I don't quite know where I am in this life at this present time. Hey you would be right, if you can make any sense of this then you are truly a better person than I.



You see when a good friend of mine asked for a guest article to be written, fantastic things went through my mind, after reading the beautiful poetry, comments and thoughts that have been left on her site, the some what more extravagant side of me was going to write you an elaborate tale of sex, lies and imagination and then I began to think, HEY nobody is going to read this so I can actually write down what ever is on my mind at this time, so here's for the short stuff.



I love my wife, she makes me complete, I love my lover she's fantastic in bed, out of bed, on the kitchen side and any other place we get the urge and best of all I love my best friend, who sits here typing for me, as if she didn't I would still be here a week next Tuesday with one very sore finger. So there you go the ramblings of a lunatic.



Thank god sugar's coming back otherwise I might have to fill this with porn next time.

Oh bugger it, read the next one and I will see what I can do, after all I have got to have one seriously perverted thought in my mind worth talking about, after all I did say I wanted forgiveness.



Ghostwalker