To whom it may concern...

Dear Friend of Biker Guy,

Thank you so much for not only revealing, my private site and all it's contents to a man who already is emotionally teetering on the edge of madness. But for sharing with him all the so called 'sordid' details of my night out.
I changed my web address as well you know, if you've been reading, so that I could share my most private thoughts without hurting the ones I love/loved and so that I had a place to go to scream, shout or just to feel sorry for myself.
I'd like you to know wot exactly your 'act' of friendship has done....

Not only was I followed today, unknowingly.
I have also had to endure endless texts, some telling how much he loves me, how much he misses me and that I'll never have another man love me the way he does.
Other texts that are a little more sinister and probably not really the man you know.
How I'm just "a fuck to him'" "I never really loved him, I was using him as a sex object!"
And then there is the best ones of all, the pleading, begging texts, the ones telling me he'll be out of my life forever, he can put this to rest, one "last fuck" and we can both go on with our lives without "fuckin each other up anymore"!

Then...... he follows me home, bangs on the door and asks if he can come in?
I tell him No, I have a child here and can he lower his voice.
So, I get the so "who is he then?" "I know your seeing someone....."
I try and deny it, try to defend myself.
I have nothing to hide.
There is No 'Someone'!
But he doesn't believe me and the nasty, name-calling and threatening behaviour starts.
So I ask him to leave and I shut the door.
Still he doesn't stop....
Through the letter box now, we have abuse...
"Speak to me, you will speak to me!!!"
"I'll do ya fuckin car in if you don't open the door, you know I've got stuff on ya...all those pics and videos I've got of you, I'll post them on MySpace and don't think I won't do it either....."

At this point I have to admit, I'm a little scared, for one I need my car and it's parked outside in full view of the street the entire time. Two he does, or did (so I thought) have a variety of pictures on his phone of me, the kind a nice, horny girlfriend sends her guy when he is at work on a night shift, or just to show him that she misses him...
He's yelling, still. I have a kid in the house, he's followed me, threatened me, abused me...all in one day.

I've thought about moving this site again, but what's the point, whoever you are you've found me once so I guess it wouldn't be long before you found me a second time, not that i was hidden from view, just exercising my right to live my life as I choose..... a little more privately.

So next time you think on sharing a little gossip with your friend, know that the last time it ended with a frightened, anxious woman behind a closed door, with a confused child who had no idea why the person who was looking after him was suddenly reduced to tears by a phone call 3 minutes later and as a result has been forced to go down the legal route of making this separation final and non negotiable.

I hope you can sleep at night.

Sugar x