I'm Back!!!

Well I've been back since Wednesday about midnight, so not had a chance to look or comment on any one's blog..yet! I intend to remedy that this weekend if I get the chance.

First things first, holiday was great, my Mum is doing fine and we enjoyed spending the time with her, my Dad as per usual was an arsehole, so much so that I almost yelled at him while we were out to dinner one night to tell him how much of a prick he was being...but like the good understanding daughter I am, I held all that frustration and aggression in, which unfortunately I think has turned into to rampant horniness.

Which ordinarily would not be a bad thing, but when you are man less in can be a tad fuckin inconvenient!!!

The kids had great fun, they got nicely tanned and frolicked in the sea blissfully day in day out. The flight home was delayed, which made us all a little grouchy, the kids spent the night at their Dad's and I crawled into bed around 1.30am....wide awake!! There's been alot going on in my head since I've been away, alot of shit that needed sorting and really none of it got dealt with, I still came home as fucked up as I had left! Still who wants to be sane in this world?

Yesterday I went back to my jobs, a long day at the school and then my shift in my other job, it was a little strange to say the least and by 8pm I was struggling to stay awake...but then I had to get some groceries once I'd finished my shift and then drive home, and then my friend called and asked if she could bring her new man over so I could 'check him out!' lol Me being the friend I am said 'Of course' but they didn't turn up til 2230 and stayed til almost midnight, by which time I'd gone beyond tired, so I slipped into a bath and stayed there for an hour while I chewed the fat with a good friend over the phone! Finally getting into bed at gone 1.30am where again I was wide awake! lol

Today has been twice as long as yesterday and I did the unthinkable, I lost it in front of a work colleague.... I asked my WANKER of a Boss if I could halve my hours, all to do with being a single parent having certain benefits denied if you work or earn too much blah blah..and he had me go into this whole rigmarole about why I needed to lose them and couldn't I lose them from my other job instead and why was it necessary and...in the end I think I told him most of my private life and left him feeling like I'd bared my soul and feeling pretty shitty about myself. Well I'd almost made it off the shop floor and into my office before the tears came, and by then it was too late to stop the avalanche of self pity that followed....one of the young lads I work with was in the office and was shocked (I am always smiley) and told another member of staff who went looking for me..(I'd escaped to the ladies toilet at this point as I couldn't stop my snivelling!) I was torn between just slinking out of the building and going home, to going back on the shop floor and telling my Boss that I thought he was a prize c**t!!!

I went back to work....

As I say it's been a long day,

There's a lot on my mind,

Most of the stuff I can't even let go of, 'cos who do I tell?

But I know I'll get there, I always do!

Here's to a more relaxing weekend and a better start to next week, 'cos fuck knows I need it!

Adoringly yours

Sugar x