I'm kind of lost right now,
In a good place...
But so out of control!
I might as well be tied and bound,
For all the good my decisions seem to make.
I'm certain I know what I want,
I know what feels good,
And what feels so totally right,
But is it?

I must admit it's only others self doubt that have me in this quandary,
If it weren't for well meaning friends and loved ones I would be totally alone in the darkness, but as it is I am not.
My heart is full,
Brimming over in fact,
And my head is mesmerized by this overwhelming feeling of adoration,
And it's merciless intoxication.
But I must step back,
Look at this picture and really see it,
Not just live it and breath it,
For it's not only my future,
But the path my loved ones must follow also.
So really I owe it not only to them but to myself to double check I have the right directions this time!

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x