All I wanna do..

I swear my heart misses a beat when your eyes glaze over,

That all consuming look you bestow upon me,

Enraptures my soul,

I can't tear my gaze from your hypnotic allure.

Your touch upon my skin feels like an electric current,

Igniting my senses teasingly one by one,

Your hands so gentle yet firm almost melt into my skin,

Joining two bodies as one,

Coaxing this wanton desire to the surface.

When you kiss without kissing,

You know that intake of breath when your lips are almost upon mine,

I could fall right into you at that moment and be lost,

Forever.

I can feel that hot claret course through my veins,

As your tongue searches for mine,

Tasting this need,

This insatiable want.

My emotions are in constant battle,

Needing to feed the fire you have set alight in my very soul,

And doing the mundane day to day things of this 'real' existence.

When all I really want to do is slide inside of you,

And surrender my soul to you entirely...

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

I am Lost!

Beautiful, honeyed whispers caress my neck once more,

Your breath on my skin so wonderfully delicious,

The heat of your persistent desire lingering at my throat,

A touch,

A word,

A moment,

And I am lost,

Forever.

This wanton ambition dizzying all logical thought,

Needing your hand on my already tortured flesh,

Feeding this hunger with each wicked concern,

Always failing to quieten this demon thirst,

For now.

A kiss,

A whisper,

A moment,

And I am lost,

Yours forever.

Sinful images distort my mind,

Beneath your skin this immorality grows,

Pulsing through these veins,

Pushing all boundaries of this insanity.

God, this feels so fuckin good!

Don't stop.....

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

Funny? Strange?

Funny how I'm so used to your presence,

And yet there is so much to know about you,

Strange how you are so familiar to me,

And still your eyes are full of mystery.

Funny how I know exactly what your thinking,

And yet there are corridors of your mind I have yet to wander,

Strange how you know the very essence of my soul,

And still find new things to learn.

Funny how your hand fits perfectly in mine,

And yet we have only just begun on this journey,

Strange how our paths mysteriously crossed this way,

And still we wonder at the madness of it all.

Funny how you know just when to call,

And yet sometimes still haven't the right words to say,

Strange how even the wrong words sooth my spirit,

And still my heart overflows with love.

Funny how all we ever hear is "take your time".

And yet all we wanna do is run,

Strange how the time apart drags like an eternity,

And still, when we share days together 24 hours is never long enough.

Funny how I've always known you,

And yet we had never met,

Strange how you slot so easily into my life,

And still bring something wondrous and new.

Funny how I thought I had loved before,

And yet have never tasted a dish as sweet as this one,

Strange how my heart was instantly yours,

And still aches each time you leave.

Funny? Nope, just deliriously happy.
Strange? Yeah maybe, but I am loving every minute of this journey.

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

I adore you

I love hearing you say you are mine,

And knowing that I am yours.

There is a real sense of just being cherished and adored and I want you to feel the same in return.

I love the fact that my day starts with your touch and ends with your whispered word in my ear.

I love the way my body responds to your command like it's always known the voice that caresses this soul into submission.

People may say it's wrong,

And that it's too soon.

And that we're a little bit crazy!

Well "Hell Yeah!"

I am crazy,

And it's probably moving way too fast,

But wrong?

God No.

I have waited for you in the shadows of life,

Silently whispering your name,

Hoping you would find your way home in the dark.

And now you're here.

My heart is full,

My soul once more is at peace,

And my spirit soars on enchanted wings,

Drawing it's strength from the beauty of this pure love.

I simply adore you...

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

You are beautiful

I know I took the words from the song, but I can't think of a better phrase to tell you just what you mean to me.

You have this amazing ability to make my insides turn to mush and yet at the same time, lift my spirits and strengthen my resolve with just a few simple words.

I am in awe of you more and more each passing day. I think you are the single most amazing person I have ever met, and believe me that is saying something, I've had a fairly colourful life up until now but I am more than ready to sit back and blend into the monochrome and just live, I mean really live not just exist, which is what I think I have been doing all these years.

I never knew that life could be so sweet, my life was already full before you came along..but now I can't possibly imagine 'life' without you in it.

You have bought so much joy into my life in such a small space of time, I am at a loss as how to express myself.

Words that used to come so easily, words that now seem to drip so effortlessly from your lips are buried deep inside me.

There are no words for this feeling.

This Love seems to of captured not only heart but my tongue!

I long to share each waking moment with you and each evening's Goodnight. I ache for the future we can both see stretched out before us.

A family coming together.

Two souls, restless and alone, not really searching but finding each other all the same.

And knowing instantly that your hand fits in mine,

Your spirit dances with the same passion without hearing the song,

Your soul smiles at this familiarity,

As your heart beats in perfect time with my own.

I know with every fibre of my soul that I am yours and that feels so fuckin good.

God I love you!

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

I'm kind of lost right now,
In a good place...
But so out of control!
I might as well be tied and bound,
For all the good my decisions seem to make.
I'm certain I know what I want,
I know what feels good,
And what feels so totally right,
But is it?

I must admit it's only others self doubt that have me in this quandary,
If it weren't for well meaning friends and loved ones I would be totally alone in the darkness, but as it is I am not.
My heart is full,
Brimming over in fact,
And my head is mesmerized by this overwhelming feeling of adoration,
And it's merciless intoxication.
But I must step back,
Look at this picture and really see it,
Not just live it and breath it,
For it's not only my future,
But the path my loved ones must follow also.
So really I owe it not only to them but to myself to double check I have the right directions this time!

Adoringly yours,

Sugar x

Pieces of my Heart

Deep in the soulful confines of my heart,
I feel you.
I ache for your presence,
Constantly.
Each day that passes I feel my heart swell evermore,
I never knew here existed.
Your eyes that tell a thousands words,
Whisper reassuringly to my restless spirit.
Your voice, like liquid fire,
Strokes this wanton desire,
Yet, without touching.
There is no need,
Each word that leaves your lips,
Gently carresses my soul into submission.
And I go willingly,
For the passion that inflames these thoughts,
Is unrepentant,
Raging within itself,
Torturing my already crazed mind.
Dancing within the realms of Lust and Love,
Each one feeding off the other.
Deliciously oblivious to any sane thought,
Choosing only to know what is in my heart.
For it is you that has opened this door,
Allowed me in,
And held out your hand to hold,
The Pieces of my Heart.


I love you


Forever yours,


Sugar x