For now I wait

You looked right at me,

Again, I couldn't drag my gaze away.

Your eyes seemed to beckon me with their dark intent,

Or is that just my lustful imaginings.

It was sheer agony standing so close to you and yet not touching,
Feeling the heat rise within me,

Aching to touch that face,

Feel those lips upon mine,

Tasting the sweetness of a promise fulfilled.

My body sighs,

As your closeness ignites each of my senses,

Feeding this desire,

This need to open myself to you.

And yet I retreat,

Too afraid to feel what is before me,

Hearing only what I choose to hear,

Ignoring all logic and reason.

Instead immersing myself in fear and doubt,

Never once daring to allow this feeling to be real,

Too afraid to even contemplate your next move.

I want to be in control,

But I know it's not possible.

So I wait....

Adoringly yours

Sugar x