..my life that is.Hiding in my own shadow.
I've cried more times than I care to recall today.
A few simple words, a lost memory, a hand stretched out for comfort, losing my way to a friends house that I've be been to a thousand times before, a call from a friend who's words are exactly what I need to hear but are too afraid to trust.
Today has not been good.
I think I just got up wrong, my body although exhausted refusing to recharge itself with the peacefulness of sleep, although I am sure it will come eventually.
My head is spinning and I have no way to stop it.
These pounding thoughts in my head have a voice that deafens me.
I know there is no logic or reason for the confusion I feel but I guess it's just self preservation kicking in.
You will just have to prove me wrong.
Adoringly yours
Sugar x
3 comments:
hang in there sugar. One day at a time.
hugggssssssssss
Now you know what I meant in my previous comment... the little girl still wants me to make sure you know...
Big hugs to you darlin'
It'll come, alebit slowly but it will come.
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